Mistake! Opps..

Today is AM exam, but I made a huge mistake which I have never made in my life before. I have gone through so many studies and exams, never study wrong subject before the exam but it just happened to me, at this important moment.

Study wrong subject and thinking it was FC exam today was terrible. I only knew it when I met a class mate in the train and she told me "oh, I keep memorizing *theory*...", which makes me woke up. "What? *theory* is another subject right?" which I query her back. And she said "Yes, today is AM exam!!" What? Are you kidding me? Meaning I have been revising wrong subject for the whole week.

I have another half an hour to recap everything, asking as many questions as possible, keep myself awake and fresh with AM information. Half an hour passed. At that moment, I was thinking of to quit the exam and retake the subject because I was not confident enough. I called my hubby to tell him that I have been revising wrong subject for the exam, he was shocked too. The next moment, he kept encourage me to try for this round. And I stepped in...

Thanks to him and one of my male classmate who keep giving me positive encouragement to go for this exam at this very important moment. I tried my very best to answer all the questions and stay positive.

Now, I have done with the exam, 2 questions comes into my mind.
Why i didn't realize I was revising the wrong subject? I did jot down clearly in my calendar, but I just didn't realize it.
What if I study correct subject? Yes, for sure I will score!

A good experience but no next time. What I wish is to pass this exam and do better for the rest.
All the best to me.

A Complain Country

This is an island where the local people like to complain, complain, complain and complain. With no doubt, they are the Complain King and Queen.

I moved from a mainland to this little island. Due to its safety and convenience, I choose to stay here. Everyday, I keep realizing the people like to complain, especially Her.

I am so confident to say that I am an excellent tenant, but staying with a Complain Queen is somehow very annoying. They don't appreciate your help and kindness (i.e. sweep floor, clean toilet, change bolt, repair equipment, read them letter, free gift for them, etc), they will only focus on your small little tiny wrong doing..

Why do they act like that?
1. No doubt, they don't call it a Day without complaining.
2. They are being left alone by their children, they need attention.
3. It won't help to appease their heart if they don't complain.

日记

我是一个很喜欢写日记的人，可是我自己却忘了这件事。。很久，很久，几乎都忘了“日记”这回事。

可能是人的转变。。。个性变了，想法变了，感情变了，周围的人事物变了。。你问我，还喜欢日记吗？那当然，不然就不会开始打字了。。

有时候真的有感而发，可是却懒得像一只虫。。

我现在是一个无业者。每天在房里很无聊，因为是租房子，所以只能呆在房里。。。没人可以讲话。。我是不可以停下来没有工作的，所以很闷，体力也渐渐的退。 夏天天气很热，很闷，加上浓浓的烟雾，从印尼漂过来，空气污染，呼吸困难。

我只希望可以赶快找到工作，恢复我正常作息。

心疼

我的爱情故事，就像小说一样，不可能发生，复杂，可是却发生在我身上。

他的魅力，深深地吸引着我。
我知道他是我要的那个人，可是却偏偏不能在一起。
他在我心里占了很大的位置，即使我有另一半，却不能停止对他的想念。
当初，我讨厌他对我幸福的祝福。
可他却不明白，不知道。或许，他觉得我转牛角尖，放不下。
可他在我心里的位置很重， 重的搬不动。

我想完全的离开，他却不想。
他说很遗憾，少了一个好朋友。心软得让我停下脚步。没勇气离开。

回头想想，只不过是朋友。
我提醒自己，不会再主动联络他。不会在心软。
我会好好地珍惜我的幸福。